dreaming

I've had some really wacky dreams lately 

now

I am flustered because of monty scratching himself raw. Hopefully he will get some sleep. 

brought monty to the vet today and he had big time fleas and worms so now he's all sorted out and won't be itching so badly. I didn't realise his flea shot was out of date

supersecret superhero

I spend alot of time telling people off for being biased etc when no one is looking. 

feminist week

Not shaving 

novels

I have written the outline for seven stories! Now comes the hard but fun part of adding in. Details. For example how did the queen of hearts defeat evil? Which of the group of heroes will become their leader?! 

metaphor

I'm metaphorically lying in a pile of poo but I have 16 bottles of metaphorical bleach 

momty

Had trouble sleeping until I scratched his belly like a little baby

what is up universe

It's so weird writing a blogd because you never know who is reading it. But today I am saying thankfulness to the universe. I am full of cosmic energy

winner winner chicken dinner

Who's a whatnot and wherefore. I am! 

diamonte crucifix and multicoloured rosary beads

That's my approach to religion. It doesn't need to be dour. 

prayers

Sometimes I just make one up because I only really remember the our father and the hail mary. Greece was orthodox Christian and had beautiful little grottos everywhere. I'm so excited to do my next pilgrimage 

faith

I am very much a bestist but my sub faith is catholic so I love going to the church and having a good chat with the God man ir an angel. I also meditate because I'm akso bhuddist

normal

I wish something was normal right now. I hate being sick

update

Living with mum and dad is permanent until marriage. I have my hooks in a guy already

busy busy

I'm having visions and prayers and founding a faith so if you're interested in joining it will be launching next month. 

made some cracking nft this morning

sunrise at last!

Gm motherduckers! 

another early morning

It's just about pre dawn now #coffee

I wonder what the famous phrase will be when someone steps out onto mars.

lunar colony

I wonder if I will see one before I die. 

walking the camino

I'm actually living on the route so I walk a section of it every week! Next year I might do it officially with mum. 

journalling exercises

Are going well I'm just still feeling a bit unwell and lacklustre. Over and out

fresh autumn day

Here in the south of france, everyone is awake and aware and the market is in fulk swing! 

new hat

life goal

Was originally to be better than any man ever to prove sexism is wrong. I'm almost there! Phew. It was a lot of work. I can do the rest while volunteering on benefits

what can I achieve

me as a man

faith

Is a very personal topic but I have been receiving visions at the same time as getting treatment for all sorts. I've been somewhat earning holy person status by the sheer amount of activism I did. So now I do alot of prayer with various members of the divine who are helping me found this new faith

other things

I'm on a fashion journey getting free designer clothes so my look is a bit mayhem at the moment 

pain is real guys

For whatever reason talking out loud is actually painful but hopefully not for much longer 

propoganda paranoid society aside

I've been writing science papers and books and making art and founding a faith and writing down my philosophy but I can't have a job because I'm sensitive to stress. I'm doing very well, I'm currently collaborating with one of the world's leading physicists on the concept of time

thinking of taking up a new hobby

Might get back into gaming and play stardew valley

monty

Is definitely a monty python character barking at the doorbell all the time 

met a guy online

Is india too far for a long distance relationship? 

today

I'm going for pizza with dad! 

music from a dream

One of the bloggers I follow plsyed a reconstruction of music he heard in a dream and it was beautiful! 

draem

I had a really good dream last night, a parks and rec romcom

tiny home

Is an alluring idea except I'd need a second one as a wardrobe 

I think my ideal dog

Would be a miniature labradoodle

my Harry Potter house

Is ravenclaw according to a quiz

abilities

I have some Abilities like clairvoyance and weak telepathy. That's what a quiz online told me. Also I'm an empath and a super emanator. Interesting factoid for the day. Find out your own superpower take the quiz

aliens

I actually do believe in aliens because how ridiculous would it be to be alone in the universe. Just Stephen hawking said. I actually also believe they have visited, try to communicate peacefully with us, the very primitive planet

update

God has just pointed out to me that he doesn't have a beard and spends very little time in the sky

and faith wise I'm actually a bestist catholic

https://bestismfaith.blogspot.com/2024/07/principles-of-bestism.html?m=1

religion

I've done the big think on it and god IS an old man with a beard. Living in heaven! He's omnipotent and omnipresent whenever he chooses to be but he is a person! And the angels are similar and helped him build the universe so we shou6worship them! 

has anyone here ever tried reiki?

Gwyneth paltrow says it's real. Goop is a very interesting documentary series 

where I am

In life is actually very short and successful beginning of a career that actually never went anywhere. It was fun while it lasted and I learned alot. My new career is a volunteer career at which I am excelling

stuck here

Because of medical treatment and when one is not working it just makes sense to live with parents 

sick leave

Can get a bit boring. I already watched almost all of Netflix! 

creative writing

Is my new hobby. It's a good one because it's Lowe energy and very enjoyable. I think it will take me a long time to finish these stories 

very much catching up on sleep lately

But still seeing the sunrise😁

artwork

new clothes

Did some more shopping for the french weather. Feeling like a parks and rec character doing "treat yo self" 

me

sick leave

Being on sick leave never gets lonely because my parents are retired

might play the lotto this week

Just for fun, I'm feeling lucky at the moment. I found some amazing earrings recently so maybe I'm on a lucky streak. 

walking in the neighborhood

There's plenty of beautiful spots and hidden parks as well as the forest of Boucon right up the road. It makes it very easy to get in touch with nature. 

books

Reading a really good book at the moment called rhino ranch. It's kind of a cowboy western with zoology. Interesting characters that really jump off the page. 

today

Was a nice chilled out day at home. Monty and I had a nao together which is one of my favourite things to do because he is such a cuddly dog. He's going to the vet next week for a checkup. The weather herr is really warm again considering it's almost November 

update

I'm going to live with mum and dad for at least a couple of years as my fatigue is so bad that cooking and walking monty is a struggle. 

lovely sunrise today, and not too cold!

#frenchweather

my personal theory

Seeing as I still haven't been graced with a winged material visitation although I have experienced their aura and seen a hovering apparition of a man, I'm still prone to thinking I'm insane due to humility. This much attention still makes no sense. But, if energy and matter can't be created or destroyed by the laws of nature obviously they were created at one point or they wouldn't exist! So then earth is still in the creation phase of people and animals which will then be unable to be destroyed, ergo eternal life exists. 

this is real

I'm still having breakthrough symptoms but mostly doing a okay

chaos world

Earth is chaos and the afterlife will make sense 

walking

I actually have been taking fewer walks lately because I'm in recovery so all my calories are going into healing. Might have burgers for dinner

what did I do today

I wrote almost a whole chapter of my book! I think I'm onto chapter 2 already 

bit of

Bacon on the side

back to what's really going on is

Anything whatsoever 

god

Is answering my prayers for a liveable life

I filled in the form the wrong way first and the right way second.

So what will be the outcome? Best case scenario 4k tomorrow morning 

i hope

I have enough gas fee in my wallet and also that uwv pays me this month 

sales sales

It's really working to sell nft

2 nft sales today!!!

Woohoo!!! 

what's up today

Is chillout time catching up on sleep and writing. Being really creative 

happy Halloween!

Almost!!! I'll probably forget about it so I'm saying it now. It's one of my favourite events. Along with easter Christmas and lights off to save energy day

selfie

selfie

self portrait

what I am

Is a super emanator. They're very rare

self portrait

selfie

current lifestyle

Is prayer contemplation and solitude. By choice

noodle brain

Is definitely getting less as treatment takes me all the way to normal 

uranus

Is having a huge impact on me today! 

the new world

I like it. Do you? 

free coffee

The woman who owns the braxeen bar gave me a free coffee the other day! 

luna

I named her i adored her and she is deceased. Good dog. 😭

howdy morning people

I'm awake before dawn again. This time monty went back to sleep so I don't feel bad for being awake. It's a glorious night, very soft air and clear skies 

current lifestyle amendments

 not working (brain fog and stress disorder), needing super comfortable shoes and occcassionally using my walking cane.

work in progress, I'm undertaking writing a series of novels that start something like

Fantasia book one

The day dawned with the purple sun for a change. Arno peeked out of his tent and then went back to sleep. The forecaster had gotten the sun colour wrong again which meant another day of rest instead of resuming to be on the road. Gerbil did the same thing but decided to spend the day sunbathing to get a purple sunlight tattoo. Him being a vain man.

Taris had the good sense to be travelling in a wagon so she decided to spend the day of tiring twilight sun drying tomatoes. They would be helpful for combatting cancerous cells when they crossed theMikana volcanoe crater. 

A cow had also been sighted not far back so Taris also decided to milk that cow after her morning routine.j

Her unicorn unhooked from the wagon eating hay and Arnos lizard steed was asleep while Gerbils magic bear which he rode had gone hunting for fish. They were on their way to pledge allegiance to the queen of hearts. Her castle being now only five furlongs away.

The trio are old friends who have been heroes together before, many times in fact.

Flying craft sped at Mach 3 overhead while the Luddite trio planned their route. The woman

morning routine

Involves stretching and massaging and medication plus a careful outfit to give me confidence and self esteem 

today

 I am going to an applee juice festival nearby.

ms today

Is weak legs and low energy but no pain 

visitor today

Going to a robot museum! 

free clothes and jewellry

 through instagram I have actually gotten quite the collection of designer clothes and jewelry for free by being a brand ambassador. That is definitely one of my favourite hobbies and theres still so much I want to own! I'm thinking of reinventing my look entirely.

success

 monty did a poo and is now settled down for the night. hes always causing a drama

haaving an easily excited pooing when excited animal is tricky business.

monty

 its 3am and monty is demanding a walk and a wee despite the rain so he gets taken out and doesnt even do his business!!! I've done this sometimes before five walks in the middle of the night efore he finally does a poo and goes back to sleep.

excerpt from what I am writing

Fantasia book one

The day dawned with the purple sun for a change. Arno peeked out of his tent and then went back to sleep. The forecaster had gotten the sun colour wrong again which meant another day of rest instead of resuming to be on the road. Gerbil did the same thing but decided to spend the day sunbathing to get a purple sunlight tattoo. Him being a vain man.

Taris had the good sense to be travelling in a wagon so she decided to spend the day of tiring twilight sun drying tomatoes. They would be helpful for combatting cancerous cells when they crossed theMikana volcanoe crater. 

A cow had also been sighted not far back so Taris also decided to milk that cow after her morning routine.j

Her unicorn unhooked from the wagon eating hay and Arnos lizard steed was asleep while Gerbils magic bear which he rode had gone hunting for fish. They were on their way to pledge allegiance to the queen of hearts. Her castle being now only five furlongs away.

The trio are old friends who have been heroes together before, many times in fact.

Flying craft sped at Mach 3 overhead while the Luddite trio planned their route. The woman 

aftermath of zombie apocalypse

I think fewer people are taking drugs after that did indeed occur

also happened to cause y current but healing state

 got shouted at alot in the nineties when that waas common, had to convert the whole of ucd to feminism to be taken seriously, learned reike ffor the planet (exhausting to be doing) and alot of negativethinking

I am

A dude, man

only joking

Just a stupid blog who cares 

life plan

Staying at home with mum and dad for five more weeks recovering from the rat race.

Leaving plastic society behind 

Having a superb private universe 

Retreating from the world for ten years to write a book of epic proportion

Staying in touch with judit the whole way through 

When mum and dad are deceased I'm living with my sister 

When I get old I'm going to a retirement home 

visits

I really don't have the energy right now to stay in a hotel so if anyone wants to visit just stay in the airbnb down the road and I'll cook you a meal and we'll go to a Château or a monastery nearby for a day out

it is

A seemingly very different planet than before and I'm having a little trouble adjusting. Things are so much better than the noughties

it all boils down to

Whinging and lifestyle experiments

hindu

I'm actually a hindu now. I converted. That's another reason for my living situation. Parents until marriage 

also a reason for living with mum and dad on their bananas journey

 im in recovery and remission

living with family

 mostly because they broke me and its a family affair to fix me

goodster and hipster

I'm currently starting a goodster trend that looks like unicorns on steroids because I'm pretty sure I started hipster 

mum

Just traumatised me again so now I have to redo some therapy 

things my family are needing to be knowing that I told them before but they laughed at

I am prone to depression

I have 1 million friends they've never heard of 

I don't really care for camambert or danish pastries

I enjoy arthouse films

My favourite colour is purple 

I didn't wear pink for 3 decades as a feminist rebellion 

I don't think their brains are big enough for the rest of the information 

my favourite of my own instas

Www.instagram.com/guonozhimha 

sooo much medication

It really takes a long time to get the body accustomed to medecine without feeling nauseous etc. I'm just taking it easy at the moment 

monty

Was becoming such a problem dog that he wasn't even responding to training and we were considering Re homing him. Hence i imvented his cure because necessity is the mother of invention and he's my certified emotional support animal

monty

I gave him even more psychiatric treatment by nutritional dosing of quite an unusual recipe in dog food flavour and now he's even better behaved! He's becoming an easy dog instead of a problem animal

my life story

I was born in Dublin but I actually moved little age something like one year old. I lived in Wicklow until I was 18 and then I moved to Dublin for university. At university I was very experimental with however it was living dressing and even studying. Afternoon receipt is a proof internship andrew insurance in dublin the city centre. After the internship i we8 to london to do my masters in art and Science. Unfortunately l only lasted in the masters program for one of the two years. This was due to having a holy vision and running never money at same time.

After that i had some mental health treatment and then i went to swansea to do my phd in nanotechnology. I was very proud to be an experimental scientist given that i had just gotten a recent diagnosis of multiple sclerosis. I graduated with my phd within three and a half years. After graduation i actually became a trainee patent attorney working in milton keynes. After reading in milton keynes and getting some work experience i moved to the hague to pursue a similar roll. Then the pandemic came along and I woulnd up burning out. Ever since then i've been on benefits and doing at quite a lot of therapy and medical treatments. As well as the medical side of things i am also working on my hobbies and taking them to the professional level, meanwhile i'm at the receiving end of a vision from my archangel Gabriel. 

me

This box is me. I put myself in their a long time ago after some early life hardship. I can't remember or find what's inside. Maybe I'm a schrodingers cat running out of oxygen