This is me...

 i'm chaste att the moment, i do this sometimes and call it #nunlife meanwhile i have an unofficial boyfriend in the village. it's kind of an ongoing romcom and we're still getting to know each other and gradually approaching a conversation. being an unofficial girlfriemd i think aout him alot. i wonder when ill next see him around and what his day has been like. i like to imagine him driving to toulouse in his white van and working on dig sites making everyone laugh.

  The first time I did the frog march was... netball court... 2005, doing a drill seargant skit routine for my team... no one wasn't laughing.. if I recall correctly. The nexxt times I ever felt in a distressed crowd I would surely frogmarch all around and through it. Besides frogmarching, I had other inconspicuous acts like sole foot hopping while walking. This brings about a sense of calm because it's a contemporary/tap move. Other ideas include singing at a low volume or doing a whistling sound through my teeth. I've always enjoyed hacking a crowd this way around. I have loads of ideas like that, maybe it's a rare gift to be that way creative. The first time I steered a conversation was with Kevin Shane, my childhood neighbour. Then school knocked it out of me. I resent reailty for denying me a good experience in my last life, it had a vendetta against change and I was all about change. Hence my early life of river crab catching and river crab releasing. This was a...

Custard creams, tayto cheese and onion, kawaii dolls, punk outfits, gadgets, and friends far and near. This is what I have been lucky enough to experience in life. Abundantly. So I overflow and allow myself to reach out and help people. Very rewarding. What would monty and luna s lives have looked like if we'd never fallen head over heels for them?! So much in life is subjective, so much is incidental or even coincidental. So count your blessings! 

If anything is true my life is a total carcrash fiasco with abusers all around me inescapably! It must have been delusional thinking. Life is fabulous actually!

I like being in france, fir the food flora and fashion! The people around toulouse are nice too.  The weather is getting warm enough to call early summer and the lake is calling!  We've been eating kind of pasta and potato (mum insists on cooking).  Dad is now in the medical system so we're getting him into the more advanced healthcare swiftly.  Mum is popping back to Ireland to open up the airbnb for the summer.