visions
The visions and the voices have always been challenging and deranging, the missions are just entertainment for an unemployed person because I earned it through my volunteering. The voices absolutely insist on drinking beer and doing ommetje :( It basically means I'm stuck being a shaman because they selected me. I really would rather work for Google in marketing but all my decisions were so un future focused I'm stuck lounging around doing advanced theology (no salary even possible).