This is me...

 this type of person is scared and reckless together. This leads her to dangerous situations but could instead be a perfectionist high stake player. 

About myself... Again! Because of this never ending identity crisis. Who am I? Why don't I know? I had past lives but now I'm here on handouts so maybe not a successful life. 

I'm actually hugely a bohemian, I've always lived a bohemian life and now I get to dress accordingly! I think it really suits me because I am very feminine but unconventionally so. For example, I adore journalling in a pretty little notebook or trying on new clothes. I've been defining myself as cottagecore punk but actually maybe better said as bohemian the whole way around.  I also enjoy feminist poetry, but also all poetry! Reading poetry always ignites my spark. 

It's actually just a comment on how the voice in my head is a powerful being giving amazing life advicr. 

Is bourgeoisie with a charity element. Drinking cans, ommetje, gourmet home-cooked or restaurant food, doggo time without the poo bag duty, zero responsibility, finances and companship catered.

Autoethnography: Between Worlds – A Working-Class Heart in a Hopeful Suit I stand in the hushed luxury of an upscale shop, dressed in my primary suit, posture straight, carrying a hopeful attitude I’ve cultivated with care. From working-class roots, I’ve learned to move intentionally through spaces that once felt closed off. Staff often welcome me warmly. Yet when I return to familiar territory, among peers from my origins, I sometimes meet a subtle aggression — a sideways glance that seems to ask, Who do you think you are now? Sports bars remain easy. There, my natural enthusiasm flows freely. I cheer loudly, banter without filter, and fit in effortlessly. These contrasting spaces map the borderlands I navigate daily. Ascent, Tension, and Unexpected Openings My journey upward is deliberate. I wanted more beauty, more peace, more opportunity — not out of rejection of where I came from, but from a deep hunger for expansion. This aspiration has taken me into high-stakes multinational lit...