Getting ther…
I’m very,… tired. Not as much as before in most ways but my soul is weary and heavily laden. Such tragedy as it was (and continues to be in some regards) just really gets to me :( Life… let’s never forget it really can be about joy etc. What are we without each other? Maybe lost, maybe the first step of life is finding someone, anyone…. I have my Monty :) (and etc not to name names!). I have been denied much, owing to nefarious sources. I would like to get it all. Not even greedily but just a feeling of anything. I don’t mind being numb but what would it feel like to incorporate my achievements?! The victims (aside from myself) are to be revered and respected, for not giving in to the ultimate profanity. Those years can be quietly erased and yet sang about in songs of a complex nature. It may never be known what exactly worked out. Wherever anyone goes, do feel safe, valued and secure.