This is me...

 rose tinted goggles... They say... And see... Happy ever after 😊☺️ Rose vision doesn't seem unrealistic. To have everyone be very fine and dandy and the future to be bright and promising. That's any flowers dream. I wrote a beginning of a book about a pink carnation and I must get back to it. I used to not like pink as a colour but actually I secretly liked it, so now I don't mind wearing pink. It actually is a powerful colour kind of like the energy of femininity (which even men possess). 

Cream, roasted asparagus and blackberries. Fruit features in a lot of my savoury recipes because as a whole food it brings in fibre and a touch of sweet in this case sharp flavour. Vegetables are the base of the meal. 

 my soul, is maybe even altered by my previous struggle... But now it's got a beautiful warp going on. This manifests as... Dramatic theatrics 😉 lol jk just a bit more confidence. I'm the same jigsaw but now it's an abstract pixel art out of the same pieces! It's not painful any longer and I can withstand even the thought of eternity. Basically I escaped a blackhole but the effect is not a bad effect because I danced free.  So I'm just stronger than before and more canny. Less gullible, more careful and carefree at the same time.  But I think I'm still evolving!