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my thoughts

"what am I doing, oh yeah. I'm in London to visit Ruth. Where am I? No idea but Google says turn this corner. What a nice vista from the bend, what do I usually do here at this kind of moment... Oh yeah *gets intense and does a march and contemporary dance footsteps * that'll do the job. Oh people are actually starting to notice something strange, I'll pretend I have a limp. Mission accomplished. Three more roads to Ruth's place".

my thoughts

The most real thoughts, aside from dedicated thinking, relate to "what is that in my teeth and how did it get there? Did I get good grass in my mouth again? The wind is so annoying when it does that. Who was I about to text? Hmm *scrolls phone and remembered because phone is in hand* judit, as per usual. Big time message waiting, looks like a cracker it's enormous! *drafts and sends response * I love judit. She's so amazing. Ever since she told me she got eye makeup tattooed on I've had undying respect.. What was I going to do next, I forget! *looks around for a clue, sees the time *might watch the news *watches news* that was interesting, presidency is obviously a defunct role, they got elected but they despise their electorate *shrugs *. Weird world. "

myself and my point of living like this

I like my way of living because it's always nice to be able to achieve on a whim, and I just love casual chit chat and eating gourmet in good company. 

prayer and faith

Deities, to me, are friends indeed. 

what is up with me

I am messed up about my past, it's impossible to talk about it, but while it was easy in a way, it was complex. Because I wasnt really living for me, but other people. Now that I'm trying to live for myself, I find life immensely enjoyable. This is because I am being treated to a zany religious experience, involving music, conversation and surprises! I earned it during my time volunteering with the ICC. I made governments responsible for the welfare of their people. 

ger

Il est un homme qui frequent mon locale café. Je lui vois chaque jour, d'habitude. Il est mignon et je veux parle avec lui mais je suis encore trop nerveuse. 

my book, letters from Fantasia

My novel was recently released, it's called "letters from Fantasia". It's a story about a legendary character who is discussing, in the ancient Times timeline, being raped by cane or abel. This happens as a journal entry. A quirky group of people, woke people, are responding to the entries in the present day timeline. The issue is that they are denying the rape allegations while the woke people are saying it's a fact because there was no consent.