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short

It's all a muchness, wherever I'm from. Because it doesn't matter. Whatever I'm capable of, it's nice to try. I don't know my ability or anything of the sort but only trying is mattering. Nothing more. 

visions

The visions and the voices have always been challenging and deranging, the missions are just entertainment for an unemployed person because I earned it through my volunteering. The voices absolutely insist on drinking beer and doing ommetje :( It basically means I'm stuck being a shaman because they selected me.  I really would rather work for Google in marketing but all my decisions were so un future focused I'm stuck lounging around doing advanced theology (no salary even possible). 

animal crossing

I am slowly and whimsically playing animal crossing! I like to take my time in a game, i set myself little tasks. My island is still a bit unkempt but my hone is full of knick knacks. I'm enjoying it alot! 

prayer

I pray by Listening  But do they really speak,  In this manner? What would it be meaning  Except  Abstracted! The real message being...  Who knows! 

psychic

Do I have a psychic dog? Please tell me I don't 🙈 Otherwise he knows All my sock opinions! Do I have a psychic friend? Wouldn't she confront me? Wouldn't I her? Oh, gods forbid. Then I'd be known! 🙉 Do I have a psychic partner? What of.  Except for...  Engaged! 🙊 Monkey see, monkey do.  I see zero occuring,  Act as is! 

energy

I knew it once I'll know it again  But what is  The lifespan  Of a brain!? Because  I exist  Beyond itself  I tried it before  In a past lif9e.  A life  Full of fervor and  Doedication So,  I discovered it. 

not a brilliant life

I didn't get scouted I lost my poise I succeeded at Nothing  In general  I led a life of lies So many pies in the skies I broke  I bent But here I am  Being questioned (!) About  God forgive me  (if no one knew!) ! It's a travesty Beyond compare  So  If no one (!) Knew  I'm new to knowing  I wrote it all down before  In a different life And now For the will of myself  I cannot remember! So here I am  Bloodied and tender  To say  Be at ease All comes good  Bud,  For hereinafter.