This is me...

 I try and fail to put words on my thoughts, it really eludes me. I can knock out fiction left right and centre but in between I'm also thinking.... Am i right for ger? Is hannah happy in the friendship? What a nerve those deities have! Would monty be avoiding me or is he literally a deep thinking dog doing a big project?? What's the village going to be about today, it's usually variations on the thene of people who are kind wholesome and amazing. M and d are so losing heart about france because of dng being lazy but staying strong 💪🇫🇷♥️💜 I'm also thinking about what would it mean if all this baloney about being a big league theologian is correct... What would I do exactly about a huge audience reading the book of my ludicrous earth hobby... Pumping out the real feeling I was trying to be expressing also. A kind of humane altruistic compassionate kindness, with alk sorts of functions. I suppose I'd just have to be okay with it. Actually maybe it'...

Weather is cool lately, we even had some rain. Monty is all about the new routine we have, lunchtime snacks and morning madness and evening naps. He's getting a bit old for cuddles but he still likes them! Today I am meeting hannah, the wunderkind. I might try a new creative idea too after that embodiment of a concept worked out so well! What even was that but maybe actually holy!! Levels unlocked 🔓😲😊 

Cher Ger, Je m'appelle Eilis et nous boivons du café au matin a le meme temps. Je suis un tres nerveuse personne. Veux tu telephoner moi? Ou text? Peut etre ecrire une letter pour moi, mon boite de lettres est numero apartment 4 (hynes). Je pens que peut etre je suis folle mais je crois nous avons le chemistry au matin. Pour quoi nous n'avons parler encore? Je crois tu attends pour moi, je suis encore tres nerveuse. Mais aussi, parlez avec moi! Petit chou. Eilis 

It's a karma freewheel, presumably. An earning potential too, by getting more connected to myself I am knowing that I am free wheeling right now, downhill, but frankly the mountain top was a bit much. So it's kind of currently an exercise in expressing reluctance and misgivings. Everyone has something like that! It's also a good time for waking up, sooo sleepy and drowsy but the loneliness of being the village hobo is serving its purpose, town tv : what's in general where the population are at, what do I look like from someone else's perspective (constant validation). The bottom of the hill I'm rolling down is a permanent home, a stable steady state. 

I need to go to where I have Worn my favourite clothes  Instead of believing in  Self denial. 

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