how I spend the day.
Something about where I'm at in life (successful career, big strong kind fur baby, retired early in france) helps me understand myself which is actually ongoing even at this age. Otherwise I'm deep in thought about the layers of life, we all see the surface but the deeper currents are very powerful. For example, sometimes I'm drinking a beer looking at the car park and wondering "how many days a week does that person go to the charcuterie!" because it looks like a nice idea but it must be expensive! Does he go because he can't cook? Or similar. I love sitting and watching people go about their day and getting to know the rhythm of the village to really understand our deeper subconscious compulsions.