This is me...

I am feeling myself more than ever, except maybe, and it's comparable, the beginning. I am now knowing that what I previously considereed a guilty secret like admiring wildflowers is actually at my core. 

We are in two lives like binary stars but gravity is bringing us into a very tight orbit. 

Really she just tries too hard 

I was outside drinking coffee and he came out to smoke but passed me the ashtray despite me not smoking or asking for it. He's a local and I'm a blow in expat, hence there's a power balance (also, he's a wealthy male and I'm a disabled female), made a quick joke and dashed back inside. It was so charming the conclusion is that we're in love... Even silently across the shared spaces of brax. Moments arise and feelings are made known. It's very tender.