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how I spend the day.

Something about where I'm at in life (successful career, big strong kind fur baby, retired early in france) helps me understand myself which is actually ongoing even at this age. Otherwise I'm deep in thought about the layers of life, we all see the surface but the deeper currents are very powerful.  For example, sometimes I'm drinking a beer looking at the car park and wondering "how many days a week does that person go to the charcuterie!" because it looks like a nice idea but it must be expensive! Does he go because he can't cook? Or similar. I love sitting and watching people go about their day and getting to know the rhythm of the village to really understand our deeper subconscious compulsions. 

me and my life.

The voice in my head has taken me on quite a journey in recent years including an education of sorts by experiencing scenarios. Currently it's gone a bit quiet so I sometimes literally lie down and stare at the wall to reflect on everything I've ever known. Beers motivate me to get out of bed and in between beers I'm lying down or writing. 

my life philosophy.

Involves all aspects of life but is currently lacking n experience of woodland lifestyles and village belfry operator type people. 

my unique bubble gum life.

I live quietly in my own opinion, I tend to make a splash with things like science papers when I put some effort in. Then it goes back to simmering away nicely. In my life currently, I spend alot of quality time with my dog and my family, the reason being I am shaken by the creeping realisation that my ideas consume me. So I am actually unemployable and would always need to be able to rely on my ideas themselves for a livelihood (writing or artwork). I'm capable (on a good day) of very high level functioning but I lose focus and go back to my main thread which is really philosophy, despite no formal philosophy training. So it's actually a struggle to make my points. I also spend a lot of time praying (it's even evolved into casual chat) because I struggle with my obsession. I give myself a break by going out for a beer or a cofffee or a red bull, ideally in the open air. At the moment this is what I'm spending most of my time on because I have to be firm about not indul...

my chicken sandwich recipe

Is roast chicken in shreds, thinly iced baguette, salt sprinkled on the chicken and generous use of butter and mayonnaise 

what is going on with me.

I am a happy camper resting before a huge journey to give my all to everyone! 

emotionism and moodism (eg the spectrum and the palette).

Emotion or mood correctly charted on a colour spectrum actually behaves under mixing laws as per the colour idea. Moods and emotions are built from fundamental states and sometimes lack a defining word except by situational example. They can be tramsmitteod, momentary or lasting and even enlightening or altering. They can even affect plants and animals.