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blithe

I am blithe. Blithely acting, blithely doing, blithely thinking. Because.... Nothing is worth getting stressed out over! If you can't be calm and rational don't be at all! 

waiting for the return

I have been giving and giving my whole life so now I'm going to sit back and wait for you to reach out to me 

dream promise

I've been promised a dream experience now that the nightmare is ending. The vision is also less intense and my recovery is ongoing or else I just have magic crutches... Maybe the twitching is here to stay. 

memos from the future

Wear sunscreen, get good sleep, value life's little moments and it's big meaning. Walk in nature, spend time in prayer, get puppies, settle down, grow up, move aside for the next generation.... What else? 

nightmare

The waking nightmare I frequently experience is being fingered mauled and groped by invisible hands.... This is to prevent me from having a real nightmare which is said would be truly terrifying. It is usually coupled with a triggered panic attack 

nightmare

Yet again, an awake experiencing of being molested by any number of archangels has just occurred. They say it is a part of processing in general, but it's so horrendous 

home game

8 I'm playing an impossible game on my home turf. Everything is against me but I'm pleading... See me!? I already showed you!