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clown type

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 this gentleman got mixed up with the wrong sort and chose clown as his escape hatch get out of jail free card. He's looking doleful because he has considered being a clown before this final venture but always dismissed it.  As a clown he tells self deprecating jokes and teases the right wing, as a right wing guy. He talks about trimming his nose hair before a show and uses ladies cosmetics to achieve his look. 

myself

Because I used to be a personality disorder, here I am working on a few things : walking, knowing myself and speaking. 

ger

Is a cut above the rest, he earned ascension in several former lives. 

myself

So, I'm the felicity and volunteering full time for the prayer service offering solutions to complex problems owing to my unique perspective, as a meta nymph. I actually find it quite relaxing because I have forever had an opinion and it's finally being heard! 

clown comment

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 this portrayal of a clown shows a good natured hardy and maybe darkly humorous person. Clown looks like a survival skill here. It could almost be a nuclear fallout scenario he's living in. Yet he is motivated to put on his headband and clown makeup. That's dedication. Betraying perhaps need. 

chit chat

I love chit chat, I love asking people personal questions and getting to know almost anyone and their life! I've done a lot of chit chat in my time. I think my version differs from usual conversation or small talk because it's geared at an underneath mindset. It exposes the person beneath the facade, we all have one. I don't think there's anything wrong with the facade I just like to know what's really going on so I can understand and help maybe.  Chatting with strangers usually takes the form of a mutual compliment to a shared experience 😊. With my nearest and dearest I take the angle of "How's your knowledge of your current interest developing?". Especially asking about people's lives or careers ("how was your workday?") leads to seeing society from the inside. It's fascinating to do that kind of chit chat. 

dear diary

Life is so strange that it can't be denied. Whatever the stages of shock are, I'm going through them! Currently it's disbelief yet certainty.  This morning I learned the clown concept and actually as a result I feel sooo much better. I actually handle my life! It's just been so bizarre that I was really struggling until I found clown! So now it's like... Copyright theft... Big red nose reaction! Or... Prayer as a question... Belly laugh! Or... Realising there's a wild dog in the apartment... Squeaky sound!!! Hahaha