This is me...

I used to wear makeup, when I hang around with female peers sometimes I do again or just when I'm going somewhere fancy. Instead, I look after my skin! 

I started out with a basic fashion decision : wear a bandana to school every day. Practical and stylish, it made me feel like a pirate or a cowboy. Then I worked my way through colourful stripey shorts and a t shirt to chav to rocker to emo to my bigger wardrobe at university.  I liked to wear a kilt and blouses, or other skirts. After university I fell in love with office attire, doing an edgy version.  Then I went around raiding second hand shops looking for unique items.  Now I base my current wardrobe on bold prints and darker colours. 

I've always dabbled in magic, but I thought it was something like knowing military grade life hacks and unconscious manipulation. I had a whole theory about how we are all connected by sounds, signs and language in such a way that I had mastered the ability to nudge the population. This gave me huge moments that I fully divulged in, writing a philosophical styled journal of profound sounding questions and also taking my lion's share of big moments in crowded spaces, carpaarks or at nighttime in particular. This involved appointing myself as a kind of watcher. 

I started life very hating it and everyone from time to time, despite a caring family and a kind of unaware state. I overcame it when i couldn't even seem to get what I wanted, by just being in it for the ride! I was a bit angry (by my own standards, people actually thought of me as shy quiet and sweet), adorable and hence got in the bad habit of hiding my true feelings. I remember bits of my childhood here and there and i learned early on that venting (punching my pillow or singing AT someone) was an okay way to handle my huge emotions. School was actually really nice, I enjoyed it! I remember bragging that I enjoy it. Teachers liked me and I was quite popular (plenty of birthday parties and play dates). Plus, I wassmart enough to decide to learn as much as possible because I was already harbouring big dreams and i wanted to be prepared for being grown up. I also had a kind of knowledge addiction (and aptitude!). I got a reputation as a book worm and even read the whole (children...

This has recently been thoughts about ridding everyone of their suffering and how to prevent the end of time... Big thoughts! It can only really be calked a theological practice when really it was... Some kind of high level heroism.  I was doing all sorts of things that were wacky ideas only possible to half believe. I never really stopped I still kinda do it. 

My education has been peppered with unusual unique experiences in an unusual unique series. School was even strange with various clubs and sports like chess, knitting and crafting. As well as courses such as aromatherapy first aid and how to run a business. Basically I took almost every available learning opportunity.  Then I did astrophysics and theoretical physics including conflict resolution and running societies and made a film and got published.  Then it was a reinsurance internship an evening class in bronze sculpting followed by art and Science where I learned internet art, then nanotechnology with soft matter and teaching and oil painting and pinch pots. Then patent law with drumming, and board games and stone carving.