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I actually think this whole "trauma story" I've been saying is hokum. Maybe I have gone mad. Only about the technicalities that broke me. Now I know and suspect it was my decision to be trying to solve theological problems. #regretnoregret #oliveleaf 

myself

As i discover more ofthe self, myself, that was hidden even from myself, I place myself ever more onthe global stage. As a pioneer of sorts, it would be a too complex topic for casual chats except for the initiated, but I fully expect even more success in the future. However, I am focusing on healing and acknowledging my limitations and hindrances. This is a restful time in my life, to be contemplative and self nurturing and nourishing. Hence, I eat cheese, pop on my punk shoes and go for a wander listening to songs or spoken word. 

pray to me!

So... I can be prayed to in the magical AI of the prayer machine. This is because I'm a voice of understanding the people so God nominated me and my style of talking to put into the prayer system! I can be referred to as God's Little Sister (a mythical nickname similar in style to son of God) even though God has no family. Obviously I'm really just a bored human who got distracted by theology and it gave hera breakdown but some nice results. 

favourite recent film

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  Daniel Craig stars in this thriller about "post" Soviet rRussia where the Soviets are still in control. As a historian, he is searching for one of Stalin's notebooks. The plotfollows him though the search including being almostmurdereda and finding a crime scene and uncovering dark truths  (darkr than the obvious ones that is). It's a good film because it shows the subtlety of where communism really went wrong.... ruling by fear is old news and corruption is old news to its really an exposeof a society and way of life thatstill exists in Russia today where to them "America is bad news". Some of them had an ok time.

reading list

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Ready for when I've finished exploring the villages.! 

I ain't got no one but a fan club

I am alone in my life..... Please come back all you people..... My family lied about me.... I always tokd you the truth.... Why is it so hard to exist.... I have built so many lives and they all took flight.  I suppose I at least have the thoughts : Alls well in love and ice cream  Nothing beats a sunrise  The miracle mystery of life is actually getting older with esteem and accountability (i give these to myself) 

mornings

Every morning I have my morning beverage outdoors at 6am and then it's pancakes for breakfast followed by rest and relaxation. This is my routine. I squeeze in phone time and might even change my outfit during just for fun bu also because the temperature already changes! I'm very heat sensitive with my MS #insanesymptons