This is me...

I am really struggling be mcause for five years I had a super secret, insanity and otherwise a secret unholy marriage. It was all actually a vision of a delusionary nature. What am I supposed to think now? Just loitering at the formation station taking all the chances to feel differently about myself? It would seem so. But it's been so long since I said anything real out loud I'm kinda falling into a hedge maze. It's all green shadows and identical pathways leading all in different directions. 

 is a way to see a realer truth than before. Take nothing at face value and probe beneath the surface at an angle of "what could that person be forever wondering about" then bring it into the conversation and ask penetrating questions. Then you'll discover a gift you can actually easily give them. For me it tends to be life advice or curing something like neuroticism. It's a real treat to leave someone that bit happier than when you found them. 

 I do operate the switch board, maybe for earth but maybe even beyond. It's a complex machine but alot of it is about who should listen to who? The postman thinks lunch breaks are sacred so he should be listened to by the construction worker. The graffiti artist thinks countercool thoughts omand does a spray paint revolution so the business person should listen to them. Other switchboard thoughts relate to society, it should have careful ears and caring hands. Religion just needs an open mind and a happy heart.  So i pull the levers and out pops "new age, new idea"! 

 is a punk style involving reappropriation of mainstream feminine concepts.