C'est moi...

 Never keep the company of the gods. Animals are a much better option. What they don't understand is everything including coercion and taking advantage. Things are supposed to seem and feel right before you act on it. Maybe the world of ideas is too delicate to mess with, that seems accurate.  But yet again, I DON'T KNOW ANYTHING. I'm only 36 and everything is a crap heap. 

 Because it's too unfair to put a coma patient in charge. And I don't want to do it because I don't like anyone except hannah and mp. It's a stupid idea. What's the point of forcing something that doesn't even need to exist when the person doesn't want to do it? There aren't even any advantages because I already have maximum fame.

 I just lost some pieces of my self when I woke up. They might come back stronger 💪 this is so impossible what I'm going through. How did I get so destroyed? Just everything. It's really unfair. I have been shaped as.... Serene from all the endurance. 

 My life is and was a shitshow, but I always smile because things are just so. People geo born, people die, afterlives ensnare the spirit. But underneath it all is something sthard to express yet beautiful beyond boundary. We are each a disaster waiting for mitigation, so in time (after a wll timed triggering on zorg) it all rests as equal. If all is fair in love and ice cream and the devil knows no drama, what’s the problem?

 I do eye contact with nod or bonjour! I think this is a sufficient hello, with it a smile. I don’t go to extremes because that’s for special occasions. Just warmth suffices and excels as regards the everyday.

 He's very popular and does one hell of a sneeze joke. When am I ever going to feel okay to talk to him?