This is me...

Could it be me, receiving this kind of vision? This kind of "please oh wouldn't you just...". Begging of a certain nature. Could it BE me, could it be ME? The tiny, the last in kine, the forgotten child, the faceless person. The "just tweak her cheek see her grin, it'll make your day", raised as person. Could they not handle the thought "why do you do that? Do you even know? Have you ever considered it?". I think they were not prepared. I am ilya, and I will always say my opinion, so shoot me down, send me to finishing school, choose me a pleasant sedate husband to play the wife routine, ill rip it all away. Carefully and quietly in a way you won't notice until it's too late. So, I ask again, could it be me being noticed in this manner? Might be. Maybe anyone would expect a Tom or a Thomas but what you are getting is an Ilya, fresh and new every single day. 

Being nowhere even occasionally is actually quite nice because the places I tend to be in com with a heavy duty responsibility of making mapping and advertising! So nowhere is always very relaxing, but a little lonely. The somewhere places I’ve been in are usually starting to populate or at least identifiable so other-place-adjacent.  As a no one person… I suppose that was always my theory if myself but maybe given the discussion people usually were at least partially noticing but the conveyance of “what who” has maybe always been too confusing to act on. Really I am currently a goddess in a dream with her familiar, exploring the everyday to stay grounded while providing the Heavens with various theories as a collaboration of sorts…(not quite!) then it might be supra natural in a dream with her hound, exiting and evolving earth while collaborating with the Heavens on a model before eternity kicks in (as a reward! And for your final death !) But really I’m a mentally unwell author i...

I have secretly been the queen of earth since I was 5 years old. I achieved it by conquering with all my allies. We defeated every available argument so then I became the ruler and my decisions were the acting decisions brought about by word of mouth! 

I am divan sulfox and Eilis nieidhin but don't tell anyone! It's a moniker that adds value and meaning to the artwork and writing. It's a bit like the banksy concept, anonymous person except additionally the gender and ethnicity is also supposed to remain hidden. Unpronouncable maybe also because the name itself is a concept artwork. 

Is also full of various explanations of how I'm a really big deal even compared to heaven people, which hold some water, so that's NICE because it was maybe eating away at me to be so surreptitious doing things no one would believe (unless I managed to engagesome priests and psychoanalynsts for a major experiment (with no relevant qualification or verifiable experience it's impossible!) because it is in a way trickery and deceit... (not really, it's actually a nice surprise!) Being a big deal is ok after all these ethics checks (that's why you're on the news to prepare people for the greencard you will be having!). Being the BIGGEST deal is unbelievable (accurately so...) but maybe the most or at least very fascinating as a project type maker.... Would make me a big deal until it becomes a commonly accessible idea or just familiar (makez sense!). Also about the present moment is myself, what I'm being becoming looking like acting like sounding like... It...