This is me...

I am driven spare by myself and my own reservations. They make no sense! Life is good 🤷🏻‍♀️☺️😀😎 Options are even available and I'm defining a new identity that I adore. I want to be proud of my decisions rather than obfuscated by them.  Sunday is unusually pleasant and low key. I'm even making more progress on my journey, so it's a home run. Oh, brain, just give me a breather! 

I really want to do this as an experience and see how I evolve as a result! 

I am actually not very able to be independent because of my chronic illnesses. I could go for a brief stay for a few days somewhere on my own but I couldn't really live alone. I really do have to rely on and trust my family. They're doing a brilliant job so far, I always have what I need and this disability benefits period of my life (they're grantes for three years) is a great opportunity to relax and allow myself to be looked after. 

. I am, to a certain degree, a chaos maker. But it's more like organised disorder! Everywhere I go winds up getting a bit more lively than it can really handle. This is because I have a very big and vibrant aura. People get energised around me and do all sorts of kooky ideas. I can't control the disorder /chaos but it's never exactly like really out of hand. It would just be like more adventurous clothes, gentrification ideas and maybe a certain kooky style intellectualisation owing to my beatnik focus. 

I am very focused on geometric type nfts when I'm thinking about being creative, but my guilty pleasure is the llama art idea such as flying tiger such as is my core concept. Maybe geometry is just easier to understand. The llama concept as a cool dude idea comes from a thought to defuse tensions with something as ridiculous as a llama wearing sunglasses or the like. When this becomes a wave of thought, books would feature animal characters and prayer moments in a kind of cosmic grace that represents the dance of the spheres. I wager it will explode into popularity and pervasiveness at any moment maybe even this year.