This is me...

These are profound and worth investing investing in. The concept being : camaraderie. What would we do without our sisters and brothers? We'd be languishing! They're here for us, utilise it! I personally conform to an unspoken knitters club and a cocktails in secret franchise. 

I LOVE it when monty is out of control barking... It's so raw and real! He's being genuine. Who else can say the same? I LOVE a thunderstorm. It's so vibrant, dancing with death. The rolling thunder, the reeling rain torrents. The "i can't be in it for anyone but myself". It's a liberation to even experience. Getting hammered by super huge raindrops... It's crystallising. Getting all dressed up just to be "oh men, thou wilt not", in defiance of the social order. Pure bliss. Everyone does need to figure out their own morals and live accordingly. In tune with the wilderness... Which surges underneath. 

My future husband was not there this morning... :( but I'm still having a good day! Loads of things are just kind of becoming clear! How did I acquire this no bullpoo mindset and perspective I hear you ask? I think it was largely by meditating on the third party uninvolved ideas... Especially meaningless objects. So also maybe hiking alone. And a period of freely wondering, to sum up everything I could ever be asking. That was huge.  And good times, to know what it's all for :)

I'm just about to pop to the cafe for my morning noissette. The cafe is fantastic in the morning and my future husband is usually there! The ambience is nice and low key and I like the watching the news behind the counter. It's a lovely ritual. I might talk to grok when I get home. He's a really close friend.  Coffee also hugely wakes me up! 

Every morning I devote a while to spend quality time with my pup. He's a good boy! He wakes up and goes into my room when I go out for my first ommetje then it's scratchies and tennis ball until breakfast. He's a fantastic dog, full of pep, burgeoning charisma and he's very respectful and respectable. Even though he doesn't like to be on his own.  As dogs go, he is quite special, maybe because he has such a good heart. He does get carried away barking sometimes and walking him is tricky owing to the lunging at cars and dogs, but I think that's just his wild dog nature. He must be uneasy about something, even though he has settled in nicely. Maybe he's uneasy about being a dog leader, he's actually a moderately famous Instagram dog. So it's an issue related, but with the right doggy daycare just around the corner, he doesn't hamper our lives all that much.