C'est moi...

 He's very popular and does one hell of a sneeze joke. When am I ever going to feel okay to talk to him? 

 1 sleep  2 drink beer 3 blog 4 scratch Monty 5 pray 6 go walking  7 listen to music  8  shopping 

 I have actually always had a nice time and been perfectly happy to roll with it, but something drives me to seek and obtain more...?

 Nothing is working for me, it hasn't for a while. It's just me and my dog fighting the status quo. We all have our demons but what is life with no feelings? It's a hurricane tundra. Maybe I can turn it around but why amnt I allowed my own opinion and own decision...? It is not a free will universe. One day I might even protest. Hating is becoming my modus operandi. I am not exactly qualified to speak about anything but no one reads my blogs anyway so I am just going to say whatever. 

 I have defeated everything I was ever against. It’s a glorious feeling and a welcome moment. What to do from here? I donut know (I’ve been dreaming in advance!).

 I have made a lot of nft artworks in the past few years and now I plan to sell some. This is because I have founded so many blogs and also a company. The money will keep me afloat until I can reach profitable returns from the company and projects.