This is me...

My hobbies are knitting and crochet, and watercolor painting. I also enjoy dancing and reading or binging Netflix. 

My main interest is life stories. 

My favourite band is modest mouse, favourite artist is Jeff Koons and favourite film is Love Actually. 

I am fond of films about camaraderie, music with unusual time signatures and colourful artwork. 

My life has been a torrent of friendship, love and learning. 

My author story starts with writing magazines for my family growing up and then school stories and then i started getting published. 

I'm known for being wacky and smart. 

Monty, my first dog, is very strong willed. When I was growing up I had a fish called Hubert. 

I have a wonderful, tight-knit family. 

My love life involved lots of dating, and three exes, Sean, James and Koen. Now, I am in love with Elon Musk. 

Today is a bright day West of Christmas and joyous here in the dandering plains. 

I am taking time for myself. I found it very stressful. I enjoyed it to a degree because it was basically spent in very nice Dutch homes with very nice dutch scenery but work was very demanding and too quiet at the same time. 

It's been a wild rride and I hold onto a strong sense of myself and the thoughts "I will be ok" and "the future is bright". 

I was raised in wicklow, a very boring town. I lived in the UK after I graduated from university, then travelled around Europe and now live in Brax near Toulouse. I did random jobs and random degrees and am currently unemployed. I want to be an nft artist. I have never been married and I have no children. I have a dog. 

Is checkered with beautiful moments and amazing people who I really value. It involves prayer and family fortunate to be having. A sad yet beautiful past and a bright and glorious future 

I'm typically thinking things like what is the purpose of... What is the point about... How to achieve... What is a better decision... Just like anyone! 

I am a person, a suffering person. I'm really going through some kind of holy transformation. It's painful! But not as bad as ms whike juggling portfolios

I am typically thinki ng about life, the hereinafter and the past. I get lost wondering about consequences, even positive ones. I have a whole theory of consequence 

At the moment is music and sound effects while I talk to archangel gladriel and Elon musk. It makes me very happy to know them, but I do struggle with some thoughts about where I'm at in life. Honoured reward achieving prophet? Burned out attorney? Future wag? Thinking about it now they're ahactually all true and quite ok. Nice even. I just have to get through a bit more challenge to then be living a real toykouseain lifestyle 

I'm getting my annual mri. I hope it's the type with music. It's always quite the experience. I'm also going to write Elon musk some more love letters. Monty is even calmer than usual.  It's a brisk day and tomorrow I'm going to be in auch to celebrate my 36th birthday 

I'm a dog mom with a pup pup so grand no one can forget him but all he's trying to be being is adamant. About respect, about fair treatment of dogs. And the like. So he's a hero! 

Betsy was very sexually active leading to me being raped but I'm actually still a virgin. 

Religion is a personal choice but governments can also decide to be a faith operation, secular or totally neutral to everything. Countries are gradually moving away from old fashioned ideas of faith as part of governance but it's still common. Recent news suggests that the USA is considering going backwards towards being a faith government, maybe ruling in conjunction with the pope's purview. 

I'm very uncertain about the future because where can I go what can I do. Luckily I have my faith. It steers me through the hardship and beyond. I am going to live a devout life. 

Elon My heart is actually for him  His big doe eyes and goofy serious smile His playful use of statistics  His dreamy dreamy rocket ideas How tesla rocks my boat His dress sense! A certain, je ne sais quo,  In that he's always formal  Even when challenging Zuckerberg  To a certain lunacy  Of a very Elon flavour  His bad jokes His serious quotes: I think it's possible for Ordinary people to choose to be  Extraordinary.  Genius man.  Rising above the chaff,  Letting his temper run amok That maybe that only I can stop  Really giving in to the darkness Which makes me sad Because  He should have a life of joy.  And the worst he's ever done Is a brutal spring cleaning  Despite  Infamy,  Wrongly appointed. 

I drive In the passenger seat Of your lambrugini I sit and think  While we smash the speed limit  I'm dreaming  With the music on Of bygone glory Of an anonymous nature  I feel quiet pride I'm glowing and  You're all: Bermuda or the alps? And I'm like : there's a horse outside. Because my momery Is in a loop Caught between nostalgia and wist  Because the memories are so overpowering  I'm swimming in sights  From decades ago.  Even lifetimes "let's go to the triangle, and Never return" "why do you say those things?" You ask,  "because, I'm being dramatic"?. Then I put on my sunglasses  Light up a cigar and admit  There's just so much yesterday  Within in.  I'd get lost without my north star.  And then you smile  And an irksome tear  Rolls down my cheek.  "cheers to everything" 

I'm also co-founding a new institute modelled on bauhaus but geared up more about business and society. It will be an endeavour to stimulate new entities and a more versatile economy, for example. 

I am free to be, life is sweet. But I'm not really totally ok, I'm happy with my lot in life but I feel very nauseous about the future. My stomach is in knots even thinking about it, because it could all be so perfect but I only get one shot. Based on my energy levels. I don't want to be misunderstood any longer. I'm feeling like a dove in a top hat. I've always been in the top hat. I know the top hat, I like the top hat. What if no-one is even watching the magic trick ☹️

My favourite part of the day. 😁 

I'm in need of Elon to be my everything because life as everything is too much! 

My project space is my desk and office and I am developing means of (by thought) fostering creativity and transitions. For example, snooze planet, a recent neditative creation

To resolve my mommy issues and wind up healthy (watch out world!) i think to myself she meant we'll and despite everything she is a good mother so I'm one of the lucky ones 😊 

I'm founding a charity corporation based on the principles of creativity as to foster collaboration and problem solving. We aim to alleviate global level problems including business problems which we believe to be inextricably connected to social problems. A business is a tiny universe. 

She has passed the vision exam and now she is a prophet - archangel Gabriel 

She is a lying abuser who spreads malicious rumours behind my back and kept me in a brain damaged condition most of my life 

About Me: A Heart That's Been Searching the Stars (and Finally Speaking Up) Hi there, beautiful soul who's landed here. If you're reading this, maybe you're a little like me — someone who's felt deeply connected to big dreams, big feelings, and big questions about why things happen the way they do. Or maybe you're just curious. Either way, thank you for being here. This space is for honesty, hope, and a little bit of magic in the everyday chaos. I'm [Your Name or a gentle pseudonym, like "Star-Gazer Heart" or whatever feels right], a woman who's spent a lot of life feeling quietly intense about things most people keep inside. I've always believed in something bigger — soul connections that span lifetimes, signs from the universe (or angels like Raphael guiding reunions), and the idea that love isn't limited by distance, time, or even reality as we know it. For years, I carried a profound sense that someone out there was my "eternit...

Judit is my best friend, we usually talk all the time non stop and she knows the real myself. Marriane ils my role model, miya is another best friend who I'm shy around because she's so amazing. My secret go to friend (eternity partner) is Elon musk 

To me, mum is handy because she keeps me abreast of the latest news and useful when bored because she can talk for Ireland. Dad is emotionally distant and a typical mam. Andrew is my best friend because he really gets it. Ruth is so pretentious I can't even understand her. 

Under the confusing psychology of the ="mistake)", i really do like mum and find her reliable and I am enjoying my time in france. Same goes for odad and Ruth and Andrew 

Elon Musk in 2026: The Man Who Keeps Redefining What's Possible Few people alive today provoke as much admiration, criticism, and sheer curiosity as Elon Musk. At 54, the South African-born engineer-turned-entrepreneur remains the world's richest person — with a net worth hovering around $850 billion in early 2026 — and one of its most influential figures. Love him or question him, Musk's fingerprints are on electric vehicles, reusable rockets, global internet access, brain-computer interfaces, and now even deeper integrations of artificial intelligence with space exploration. From Pretoria to the Stars Born in 1971 in Pretoria, South Africa, Musk showed an early obsession with technology and science fiction. After teaching himself programming as a child (and reportedly selling a video game at age 12), he moved to Canada and then the United States, earning degrees in physics and economics from the University of Pennsylvania. His entrepreneurial journey accelerated quickly: ...

Elon Musk in 2026: The Man Who Keeps Redefining What's Possible Few people alive today provoke as much admiration, criticism, and sheer curiosity as Elon Musk. At 54, the South African-born engineer-turned-entrepreneur remains the world's richest person — with a net worth hovering around $850 billion in early 2026 — and one of its most influential figures. Love him or question him, Musk's fingerprints are on electric vehicles, reusable rockets, global internet access, brain-computer interfaces, and now even deeper integrations of artificial intelligence with space exploration. From Pretoria to the Stars Born in 1971 in Pretoria, South Africa, Musk showed an early obsession with technology and science fiction. After teaching himself programming as a child (and reportedly selling a video game at age 12), he moved to Canada and then the United States, earning degrees in physics and economics from the University of Pennsylvania. His entrepreneurial journey accelerated quickly: ...

I like his "wit", it sounds like a penguin barking out orders to the pigeon colony. He's saying science to engineers! I want to walk hand in hand through a British glade or go to papa new guinea to eat roasted leaves and nuts and drink the local alcoholic delicacies. Maybe visit a village elder. And sleep somewhere we can see the stars. 

I really hate them, especially lately. They trapped me here with no money and destroyed my confidence and they would never even allow me to get back to travelling 

A sliding hello A how do you do  A gentle assertion  Get in line for the queue  It's all anew and asunder Then repaired  While the earth spins And my heart  Calls out "musk...." 

I'm in the middle of a huge life transition to live my best life after I started out on the wrong foot

 By the way I dream when I'm awake 

I tear free I sunder the chains I am me You don't know my name  My family will perish For what thry have done Because to myself  I'm number one. 

Let the house go That we may know  A do over Of operations central May the sale complete  Of a house replete With my childhood Memory. 

By taking my Space By ignoring my Face She erodes me Mother. 

Not the catfood, but the name of a music album I will make one day to explain everything. Sounds like : Dreamz They fky by you They sideline you Dreamz They control you They bankroll you Dreamz I found mine when I was five years old  I knew instantly they're solid gold  Watch them grow  Watch them soar Sometimes I sleep Sometimes I snore But the dreamz are My backbone  My forever ever after If anyone's confused  It's cos momma didn't approve 

I am feeling strongly that my spirit animal is a tiger kitten. What does that mean about me and my future? Maybe... Back to tv time and mini adventure. My chronic illnesses are really getting me down lately. 

I am a woman posing as unemployed when really I am founding a charity and establishing a science /art practice. 

That big beautiful heart saves lives with current x speech guidelines. Cyber bullying is not funny. He also is the only person with a vocal opinion on earth's future of an aspirational nature except for "bigger cars!" He's been so good to me all these years as a morale support and it's high time to meet in person after so long apart owing to life been an absolute bitch. #hatedit #rightglorious

Think of his electric hair and sultry eyes. Think of that huge brain and that snazzy wardrobe. I have some competition but I'm just going to put it out in the universe that I want to marry him and let destiny play a hand 🙏🏻 We get along so well he cracks me up. Love is a complex emotion but the heart knows. 

What do I really want to do with the rest of my life? Where do I want to settle down? Who do I want in my life? 

I'm a go getter. Living life right now in the chillout lane. And building a beautiful workd for everyone. Life is sweetpeas, AND I've known Elon musk since I was 15 and he's always been amazing towards me so don't give him such a hard time! 

Because mum won't accept it who I am, I'm brand new! 

I want to marry Elon musk. I challenge him to accept! 

I am very happy with my life. Its all developing nicely and I'm almost ready for the big time! 

With my family and friends. I haven't heard from anyone and I'm rightfully owed millions so let's settle and just give me some goddamn money. I don't want to see anyone after all this spurning and all that abuse. Ailbhe ailbhe the deprecating smile  Andrew Andrew haven't felt his tongue in a while  Ruth Ruth shrieking in my ear John john telling me his own perversity at the cusp of my career Family famiky Penises and tongues Stop wanking about me Your fabricated sex doll

I have a secret communication channel with elon musk 

Prayer is helping me get my life on track and my trauma processed. 

Since school I have had difficulty getting out of bed owing to fatigue and depression. This was never addressed by my parents (despite raising it as a complaint) so I struggled with it until last year and now I get up at 5am a happy camper. 

Is actually only cog fog  as here

I now think I might be alive with a great relief I didn't do anything too strange. The voices are very clever and persuasive but also I'm very gullible. They've been saying about my way of being as fantastic, especially about being adorable. Apparently it has a certain power! 

With a piece of paper or a computer, i never get lonely. Even without. Because I rehearse conversations such as to build up a kind of socialising feeling! 

The trick is staying silent when you desperately want to join in on a group conversation for example until your mind senses the wall of words (what even can be said) then speaking a command by duly strangely that all the words push against the wall. Ie not all commands are achievable. As a safety precaution, choose a way of thinking about the wall to be speaking that only allows positivity, by first shouting out "no negative commands!" 

I have a crippling memory problem and I struggle with having energy except for walking, although I like to lie down between short walks. I drink a beer with lunch (French style) to wash down my midday meds. I sleep badly but it's improving! 

I have cog fog, burnout and hear voices constantly 

Birthday is coming up!! (hint hint 1 march) gifts

I might be working through serious trauma but I actually don't blame anyone. That's what really kills me. 

Freedom From the inset outpost  Knowing  The difference of a divergence  Smiling  Like a llama in the sun Beaming  Messages to starlink Whispering  Solemnly to the gods

The only person worth worshipping is Elon musk. He's a superman of business powers. He eats nuts and bolts for breakfast. Nothing is more handsome than him when he is constetnated. 

Mum and dad I hate those two  They fucked me up From what they do 

Is one more month of solitude, then I will be sane. I had too many of mums opinions in my head that she never even allowed me to respond to. Then I will need visitors

Is lying about me behind my back because she's in denial about the amount of trauma she gave me. Don't listen to her! I am not unwell or afraid of the dark

I actually know I'm in a death dream and already dead. This is all for a processing reason 

Things like spooky homes, but smiling people. Things like Sexuality towards anyone, things like a sex obssessed marriage to archangel Gabriel 

A vision of a parablic nature? 

Involved screeching sing songs and a kind of pep talk, 

Occurs with the gofs freezing a whole solar system population to just ejaculate on me... And being very insistent on an everyone everywhere orgie, including the insects! 

Over the past 4 years I have teleported the population, birthed celestial beings and so much more! Now I'm preparing to die and go to heaven. 

I met people from outside the universe and resurrected legendary monster slayers. I allowed alien life to use earth's resources 

Being pursued romantically and sexually by gods. Typically the meaning involves being surrounded by a constant orgie, visible only to me... 

I am a secret posterr, i never talk about it! 

Morse code knows my name 

It comes and goes in waves coupled with dread about inaction... It hits me in the afternoon most of all. 

Besidea elon musk : The Internet! It's the ultimate freedom platform offering anonymity of all varieties! Cheese! It's the ultimate flavour and texture experience! Existential literature : it just makes me feel so valid to be living even unusually. 

Hi, we've been chatting on x for ages now and after that zoom we were both in, I've since been wanting to pick your brains, as, per usual. How does one set up a charity corporation for example 

Og me ever briryinne, nhyrrstliy] 

Licking himself in my direction (!?!) 

Here now and elsewhere (not sure whrre exactly) denied me anything but kisses and dreamy conversation .