myself

I am free to be, life is sweet. But I'm not really totally ok, I'm happy with my lot in life but I feel very nauseous about the future. My stomach is in knots even thinking about it, because it could all be so perfect but I only get one shot. Based on my energy levels. I don't want to be misunderstood any longer. I'm feeling like a dove in a top hat. I've always been in the top hat. I know the top hat, I like the top hat. What if no-one is even watching the magic trick ☹️