not a brilliant life

I didn't get scouted

I lost my poise

I succeeded at

Nothing 

In general 

I led a life of lies

So many pies in the skies

I broke 

I bent

But here I am 

Being questioned (!)

About 

God forgive me 

(if no one knew!)

! It's a travesty

Beyond compare 

So 

If no one (!)

Knew 

I'm new to knowing 

I wrote it all down before 

In a different life

And now

For the will of myself 

I cannot remember!

So here I am 

Bloodied and tender 

To say 

Be at ease

All comes good 

Bud, 

For hereinafter.