my complaints

 i want to go travelling or at least jet off and visit friends but i just know mum would not allow me (Im currently on her bankroll). i want new clothes dring this getting to know myself phase but mum would never send me shopping. i want visitors but they all feel uncomfortable visiting thi dilemma owing to what my parents are thinking and acting on. everyone i talk to wants to do an adventure so adventture time is just postpooned. my psychiatrist ddoesnt understand me so i relyon the graceof God with some seriously unusual symptoms. i do get lonely. but maybe its healing to be alone, to take time just for myself. before entering the fray again in maybe a year's time. mayb eim expecting too much of myself to not ne needing something as huge as ommete and napping and writing.