venting

 no one ever really knew me exept for michelle doyla and then that went away and got replaced with rebecca the fuck murphy who whored me out and my mother at the same time just babbled without ever listening while the world spun on my axis an then friends were aplenty except for the issues stemming from THE RAPE and then i settled down with koen but theen i hankered after more than an it life with pressure piled on to baby up when i wanted to be TRAVELLING but the only available buddy was a paranoid phobic brit of small iq.