anyone out there kniw myself?

I will be free from the mother ship very soon and wanting to connect. But maybe with new people. It's my life to be building now thT i even have the ability to be seen. Shame on you all, in a kind of a way, but also, betsy is just gone fir good but even she was suicidal so I don't think anyone was even really thinking outaide of themsekves, especially mother. You just wanted to feel like a hero.