death

Do you ever wonder if you're already dead? I think I am. It's just too insane to be real life. Prayer for example would never be this intense. Furthermore, everything is surreal. But it is quite pleasant overall. So it's a nice transition for me, a hurting person. Next stop, Heaven!

I wonder what Heaven will be like. I bet it's really sci fi futuristic and full of inspiring people, there must be a lot of people who are genuinely better than myself. I know I have certain limitations. 

Heaven people must eat world peace for breakfast, inner peace for lunch and knowing God for dinner... Yikes!