my life so far

I age gracefully it seems. Yet I yearn for wrinkles and grey hair. Can't come soon enough!

My life began as an enthusiasm to succeed having had identified many advanceable talents in myself at an early age. Yet... It eluded me because I became engrossed with learning people's real story. So many truth bombs blew my brain so instead of seeking recognition I sought to sleuth a wider truth. What is really going on? The most profound things I ever heard were at 3am in a dive bar from unemployed people. Rocked my world. I've also met world famous scientists and philosophers and they don't know these things. They dwell in the bourgoisie which has actually never been addressed as a delusion. Their "grandeur" is arkane and false and amounts to an easy life for a wealthy person.

What could we really learn if we listened to other voices? Maybe everything.