myself

Today was also a big day for myself, I finally found a way to realise that it's OK to be different. Monty actually really helped me out there.

I am different, to everyone. But it doesn't mean I can't be loved (being ununderstandable is freaky like that). I don't want to be too complicated to be the relatable. I pride myself on connecting but if I've been imagining being connecting I'd be so destroyed. On some level (and boy am I messed up) people do resonate with my message and that's what it's all about and it means the world to me. So it was just really hard to relate unique with connection. But I think I'm over the dilemma now. Because actually, unique people can portray themselves, even complexity in a simple way.

I think even the neighbourhood cats get me and even challenge me so since they are a little bit of a bimbo creature I can be comforted by that 😊