the first phase of my life is winding down and a new phase is beginning

The first phase of my life was school and early career, becoming, one might say. With the decision to move to France and find my real vocation through experimentation, the second phase of settling down began to occur.

I have been collecting a new library of books, a new wardrobe and even a new outlook now that I'm settling down. Settling down (because of practicality) looks nothing like I expected. Continuing my career became impossible to achieve the way I had planned it. Instead it exploded into creativity and originality and I am currently still segwaying into being as an icon of sorts (fashion obsession, art, science and writing as opposed to staying in the rat race).

Furthermore this second phase starts with a health break and being on sickness benefits. I have been unable to earn an income despite actually having the ability because of my fake insanity (actually a vision and the most holy part of my life as of yet).

This holy aspect of my life has involved suffering for other people's sins and not quite surviving (hello constant ouch). I am going to (instead of continuing with patents or switching to academia) be spending a portion of this next phase on sickness benefits. I also, surprisingly, will be living with my parents for the rest of my life (or rather their life, their passing (sad but eventual fact)) until phase 3.

This whole life transition to something more enjoyable, lucrative and fulfilling has been coached by the vision as part of my reward (phase 1 involved a big holy project involving all sorts). So basically it's bananas the whole way round.