my experience of life

 ive hd alot of communication and visions in my life of all sorts of actually jsut quite beautiful ideas. however im still not really a believer. whats the point of a beautiful vision except making my own slice of life seem paled by comparison when i have to live it every single day. ive ad sounds too. loots of sounds. strange music and parade noises for example. maybe its supposed to give me hope about a better future because life has always been so hard and complicated.