my hardcore self 💪

 my hardcore self is a bit like this photo, can take any hit, ready for action and knows a thing or two about grief and pain.

It's a kind of punk/goth concept with a dollop of barbie.

This leads to a resilient attitude and a happy outlook despite almost zero real joy, of a normal manner, as I have experienced from time to time. 

Then to get back on the horse it's just "blast those tunes, smome yourself stupid and drink the pain away".