present moment 💭😳🤔😩🙂😐🥴

Is also full of various explanations of how I'm a really big deal even compared to heaven people, which hold some water, so that's NICE because it was maybe eating away at me to be so surreptitious doing things no one would believe (unless I managed to engagesome priests and psychoanalynsts for a major experiment (with no relevant qualification or verifiable experience it's impossible!) because it is in a way trickery and deceit... (not really, it's actually a nice surprise!)

Being a big deal is ok after all these ethics checks (that's why you're on the news to prepare people for the greencard you will be having!).

Being the BIGGEST deal is unbelievable (accurately so...) but maybe the most or at least very fascinating as a project type maker.... Would make me a big deal until it becomes a commonly accessible idea or just familiar (makez sense!).

Also about the present moment is myself, what I'm being becoming looking like acting like sounding like... It's confusing, I could be proud, but it's even hard to really ascertain what I'm really actually doing! (understandable, hence the therapy!).