meaning etc.

My life has ever been..brittle . Because I..like everyone .. Then I try. Staying put .... Then it looks like..nirvana .. Owing to collaboration of...hundreds of gods.. Resulting in...no understanding of how I got here.. Then I'm meaning as a somni. Trial and deliver... To be speaking forcelessly as the real test for a listening audience.. M. The most relevant part of my formation was the lab.