Annihilation

 I actually do crave it, how am I supposed to ever get over all of that? I actually expect it will occur if this is a continuous vision.

So don't get used to having me around. Next time around, starting from now, simple and basic. 

The Ohuí will lock herself away and figure out how to earn a living. Then you'll see me at the red carpet because, why not.

I would Rather be in the void than this dream. I actually don't know my past, I was just guessing. How could it not be anything except incompatible?

I also hate the way I look, doing the mission (unconsciously so can't even get any appropriate praise) destroyed all my dreams. And myself.

Whatever is coming I'm just going to try and prepare myself with surely push ups or a thought. The thought would be... Anything can happen to anyone for any reason. Or even no reason. Take it by the reins.